?Friday, October 13, 2006
lazy to post nwadays :S`
went town on wed with eugeniaSWEETHEART,yenpinqXINGAN&reneBB
saw beibeiMOMMY toos !`
so happy can see eugenia swtheart narhs.`
wahaha . was so fun uh ^^
life is gettinq so numbed to me
tell me whats the reason im livinq here
my desires .. aint granted ;
why the hatred is gettinq stronger each day
my world is getting worse
i also want be happy , im trying to enjoy my life everyday
bt everytink is like against me ..
im getting so emotional
sorrows ~ tell me , how to get rid of it !!
evrytink is lik getting heavier & heavier .
im usinq up all my energy already ....
please , tell me what shld i do .
me & her is driftinq apart .. more apart than last time ~
forgets it . i shld hav knew there will be this day
why cnt they just understand ?
i've tried to be ok in whatever what they wants me to do
bt i dun lik their way . they dun know
so what if i tell them ? will they understand ?
Never will they.
im left abandoned --
THE END